Pathetic-ness

Erick, Jer and I had another fun night... which I cried through the middle part. I needed a good cry though.

But my garage door is still broken, and I couldnt close it. And I wanted to sit in my car, but it was too cold out so I had to turn it on to get it warm...
Staying inside is too hard.
Jer and Erick are too good to me, and would have tried to cheer me up... and I really just needed to cry.
I have been getting so tired these days that even when I want to cry, my body is too tired and I cant... so I wind up just being quiet and depressed. Its pretty rough.

Too much working, not enough time to myself to relax and get sleep and keep a decent schedule. I try and try to get seven to eight hours of sleep a night, and its hard to do. But school is going better than it has been in a year! The classes aren't too hard, but they are time consuming and I seem to be keeping up, somewhat ahead... its nice. But I have got a great person behind me - that really helps! : )