plotting...

I'm not happy and I feel crappy all of the time. So what are you going to do? Only you can make you wait, no one else can. You have to decide what you want and what your willing to give up to get it and you gotta be ok with that. OR you gotta be ok with waiting. You dont have it now. At least not the way you want to have it. You won't get anything until you ask for it. Then if you ask for it and you don't get it, then maybe... it wasn't worth having in the first place. Somet hings are just never meant to be - no matter how much we wish they were.